New glasses new perspective?

So my number's increased a wee bit. And i got myself a pretty funky pair of glasses this time. As insane as it might sound, i feel the new glasses is a metaphor for my sudden (or overtime ya ya) change in perspective in the way i've deliberately decided to view situations. There does come a time in everyone's life where you really stop and re- evaluate every relationship around you. Yeah yeah I'm just 23, but hey life's not what it was at 18 now right? I wonder if these things are supposed to happen or are they just a consequence of one person's action which affects and takes into loop everyone's life around them.

I don't know the answer to that.

But after a lot of pondering and devouring myself into some meditation, i've come to the conclusion yes things are in your hands...no matter how bad a situation can get, your attitude and individual perspective does contribute to a whole lot of difference. I often heard a lot of people talking about 'living for urself' kind of stuff but never comprehended the literal meaning of it, or maybe i took it too literally as being utterly and completely selfish devoid of any emotion and not caring about anyone except yourself. However may i present to you a new member to the same club. Its not about not caring, its just about caring much more for yourself first. Everyone has a purpose in life and which is why we are all here. Man by nature is social but that does not mean you forget your own self and start depending and indulging in everyone else's life for your own existence. Unfortunately life does not give you the opportunity to go back and undo what happened wrong (as much as we live in the 21st? or 22nd? century sorry im pretty bad at this stuff) human beings still have yet to devise something which allows time travel (would be pretty funky tho aye?). So yeah IF IT HAPPENS TO YOU ONCE IT WAS A MISTAKE TO LEARN FROM, BUT IF IT HAPPENS AGAIN ITS A JOKE. And the joke is not on anyone else but yourself, cuz you my friend failed to learn the first time.
There is a purpose for everyone who comes into your life but there is a purpose for your very existence as well. We only learn to be truly free - once we are at peace with ourselves.

I just realized i've finally mastered the art of becoming my very own shrink =)