Conspiracy

It was like a snowball effect. Everything kept rolling together more and more.
Almost as if everything she believed in once, turned against her, or perhaps was never there. The less she tried to think about it , the more it happened. She didn't know what was happening, where to go, who to turn to?
Her beliefs were playing against her. It was like a consipiracy, where everything turned against her.
It broke her from the inside more than she ever knew. The power it had over her, she had never felt until now.
She wanted to close all the doors and windows. Allowing absolutely no one to enter in. She wanted to hide under her blanket forever till it disappeared. But she saw it coming towards her. The more it came closer , the clearer she could see. It was everything she had once - dreams, beliefs, hopes, memories, lives. But they had all decided to turn against her, collectively. She knew not what her fault was. Perhaps if they had been more clear in defining the games of the rules. She never went by rules anyway. She made her own. Perhaps this was payback time.

It came closer and closer, wanting to absorb her , this time she was not strong enough. Her strength was also consipring against her. It had betrayed her like everyone and everything else.

And then it sucked her in absorbed her - like the power of the black hole, unknown into its unfathomable depths.