Saturday, July 4, 2009

The most haunting time of my life

- Where i actually believed people could change sigh. I'd say 'All bad things come to an end"

Written 30th November 2008 - 15 days new to the workplace.

Will not forgive will not forget
You continued to make a fool of me
While there I believed in something else
My heart bleeds a thousand cuts not for the pain you caused, but because you ran
Ran away from everything, which I thought in my mind you and I were creating

Will not forgive will not forget
Because this time it simply was not hurt but betrayal more betrayal
Which you admitted without any shame and with me to blame
Hate consumes you in the end, and therefore it is not what I will resort to
My heart grows weaker at the sight of you the sound of you,
But what breaks it into pieces, is the thought of what you were capable of
Capable of hurt, betrayal and cheat
You were all I created in the past months, only to know I was living a dream
While you out there were creating your own reality, not with me

Will not forgive will not forget
Because I know if I do
I will only open myself to more hurt and more betrayal
I still continue to love you, because it does not die so soon
The heart always opens itself to the wrong people
But I am not strong enough to deal with this anymore

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